I can't believe that my last deviation was on april 29th and that I actually wrote a journal entry on 6/6/06 and I didn't mention anything about the holiday.

This month has been a huge time for my favorite media, but due to some circumstances i'm only now getting around to it all.

the latest half life expansion is out and thanks to an overheating power supply and a wicked slow net connection i haven't played more than 5 minutes of it.

Deathnote 6 also came out on the 6th, but the bookstore i usually go to is run by idiots and i had to track it down elsewhere. only finally got to read it today. AMAZING.

AFI's new album... Thumbs up (except miss murder and the interview... i'm so tired of them both already)

And now to the personal stuff:

this past week has seemed so unreal to me. I actually missed a day of class. Which is a first since highschool. I feel I needed it though. I feel like all of a sudden I've lost/am losing all my friends. Not to say I don't appreciate my fellow deviants. I really do. I'm glad I can watch and anticipate your latest creations, but I'm finding just how few people I'm close to who I spend time with.

I may be moving early 07 to go live with my aunt and attend school in her area, so i suppose having a lot of close friends here would only make that harder on me.

Speaking of school, this is the final week of the semester, and despite the amount of work I have to to/should be doing right now, I don't feel very stressed out.

Nothing seems real to me now, and though I'm letting it pass me by like the breeze, it will probably hit me like a gale force wind once it has actually passed. Like a ton of bricks.

I'm also really looking forward to the possibility of getting a new job. I'm really getting tired of the greenhouse.

I don't even know what else there is that anyone would be interested in, anything I'd be interested in writing about...
I guess i'll just end it here.

Ja Mata

-Justin